working on abandoned house music (which needs another title)

it's true that her voice is not that qualified - she has worked herself into an ecstatic state, this is her pregnancy, pregnant with his return, and so she sees that return in the gaps and the decay and the collapse of systems, which regenerate as they collapse.

the guard, the police, the koel as soft as police - I don't know what to make of them except they are superseded law, the koel is the messenger - to another time.

song thread through - do I really want to go to Christmas Island? I don't think so? Is there still something to catch about abandonment? The child of the future?

they don't regenerate as they collapse; rather it's that through the collapse they are fertile. as large systems collapse, fertility is rife.

working at the same time on how to describe this book.

it is nearly done. 'it is nearly done'. been saying that for a long while. but now just a hinge, and maybe some new names. When it's done I know I will be proud. raising the bar. and I hope there will be a publisher. feeling the certainty when it's a good job is worthwhile.

there's a little section now 'messenger' which has the koel as the messenger, going to the future. I don't know what it says there. it is the nest thief, the one who is sown for another to reap.

what has it to do with the child who is against the fence. this is very present. the message is from the past.