not sure what I saw today. I had moods. a curse of two or three years was lifted! I was empty of knowledge and deserved expulsion. I was ready, with a future. I found what was in front of me and began to suck, hard. the teat was dry. the teat overflowed, the flavour was closed, unavailable to me. floods touched the feet of loved ones. the population grew. the weather grew and grew. I was in that.